Partner reading:
Financial reading with a special look at how your readee's mother has affected their finances. (Pros and cons.)
Financial meditation: Daily
(This includes using the mirror and vision board.)
Blog:
1) How are your meditations going? If you are not doing the meditations, what do you think is deterring you?
2) How has your mother both added to and detracted from your financial success?
3) What is your biggest fear blocking you financial success?
4) What positive or negative changes are occurring in your life due to your focus on finances?
Meditations are going ok, I wish I could say they are going great. I fall asleep almost every time I do them and I resist doing them. This segment of our training has certainly stirred up spiritual agreements with others which I was unaware of. So there is lots of transitions happening, new awareness – releasing stuck energy, breaking contracts – so much going on at times it is overwhelming. As for mother energy: caring for others before myself has been a hindrance to my financial abundance. The upside is the creativeness which has grown and blossomed in many ways through my life. It has found a place inside me from an early age, giving me an opportunity to look deeper, see deeper into myself, think differently than those surrounding me. My greatest fear is still being seen — trusting myself and the Universe that I will be supported no matter what. Going there will require me to let go of many thoughts and beliefs that while not the healthiest they are comfortable because I they have been with me for a long time. The changes I see are that I am more in tune with my body, more aware of the diversions I place in my path to keep me from meditating and/or from feeling.
1 – when i see that we are on week 5 of this process im kind of shocked . mostly because i was not here . mostly because of the back pain and all the changes that happened in this last month . they are too any to share here now . all what i can say is that yesterday it was the first day i was present in my meditation and … today i got 400 dollars out of the blue ..
i gave myself a little reading about what was deterring me from doing the meditation and what came up is that i dont want to support the bank system and the organizations behind it .
2 – the negative influence my mother had regarding finances is that she always used money to fill the void within her so compulsive shopping to the last cent . so that confused me as a child and dident gave me a good feeling for money . and i got no real value for what money is supposed to be used . the positive influence that my mother had on me regarding finances is that i got from her a strong will and stubbornness that will help me to reach my goal once im clear about it .
3 – i dont want to be seen and perceived as rich because im afraid the poor people will hate me .
4 – a bit too long to list here .
I’ve spent daily time listening to the meditation tape (sometimes really early or really late, but got it in) and also have recognized a need to use the tools of meditation from the manifesting class, because then I bring up my excited energy. I can even do that in my car or just walking around. I am remembering that if I am not feeling really, really excited, it’s not nearly as effective. I have manifested a shift in the monthly income flow to me, actually, starting in April. If I am not specific, I am always surprised where it comes from. From my homework partner reading, I encountered fear and worry energy my mother carried about money, and her fear of attention (big one!) for being completely herself, so for me, to heal and carry the opposite, positive energy. Grandmother energy was influencing too ~ too much to say here, but also about the need for me to do healing for the women in my lineage. My mother also gifted me with her easy-going nature and support, and how to be relationship like that. All of this rang really true to me, and am working with that latter part even in my meditations with energy.